Contrary to popular belief, it doesn’t hurt that much. Sure, I’m sad. It’s a sad situation. Sure, you’ve hurt me. my feelings have definitely been tampered with. But it doesn’t hurt that much. Maybe I’ve become immune to the feeling of disappointment and deception. Or maybe you didn’t give me the time to care too…

Fire inside.

There’s a burning within That has me putting myself out there Over and over It’ll never stop Until it meets its match. Constantly knocked down But still standing strong.

Constant

Every time it happens it seems easier and easier. But this time it’s hit me somewhere i didn’t know i could feel. I get it wasn’t serious. I get it wasn’t long. What i don’t get is how can something feel so real yet disappear in an instant?

i might be in love with you and the worst part is that i can’t tell you. you’re one of my best friends and i thought when we met that it was just a silly crush. you made it clear that you weren’t looking for a realtionship. so we made out, i spent a couple…

March 25, 2016

It’s the 3rd or 4th time I’ve hung out with M since we reconnected a couple months ago. and although we have good conversation on a daily (we text all day every day it seems), it’s when we’re together that’s leaving me a little bit in the dark. It’s been 5 or so years since…

COLD – the veronicas

‘Cause I’m dying here You were lying it was you and I forever But now you make me shiver in the light And I’m dying here, And I’m crying over you that I remember But now you make me shiver You’re so… Am I meant to sit here And just take this, When you promised…

4 years later…

Everything has changed since we lost touch 4+ years ago. (approximately, i’m terrible with numbers.) You say you’ve been thinking about me constantly and even searched heaven and earth for me on Instagram with no luck. Seeing as i don’t have my actual name on there, one can never find me with a simple search….

Don’t tell anybody anything

MC “I’m not crazy about the guy you’re talking to.” MS “Which one?” MC “Not the one from Pittsburgh. The other one. I’m just not crazy about him.”   You’re not dating him. Why would you be? Also, nobody asked for your opinion. 

i had a dream…

that i didn’t give a fuck. but i give a fuck. i miss you so bad. i think i might die.

I love you 

But I know this isn’t right. I hope you find yourself. I hope you get better for yourself. Do it for nobody else but you. I adore you and miss you so much. I need you so bad. But we’re broken. Please take care of yourself. You can be so amazing. You’re a boss. Don’t…

I swear 

I miss the way we held each other. To feel SO comfortable. So calm. That’s one feeling I can’t imagine having ever again.